one month in Hyderabad and one month away from delhi.. nothing much has changed ; life is still a bitch but i have good reasons to keep away that bitch from bitting me .. I HAVE NEW LIFE.
Living alone was my dream not because I dint like to be with my parents but because i wanted to be alone away from everyone far away in a place where I'am unknown to anyone and everyone and vice-versa.. to begin socializing from the scratch without any preconceived notions..
The first time i came to this city for my GD n PI i dint want to stay here. The people , the food , the traffic everything seemed to be weired in its own way and i was suffocating here.
The second time i came here all alone to finally stay here for 2years( as of now) i fell in love with this city the moment is saw it from my flight.. the blurred vision was enough to assure me that this is what i was searching for.. a place to get lost( not literally.. ) . I don't know what made me realize that but it was an instant realization and I'am glad my instant realization din't go wrong this time..
Amidst of all the chaos in this city i found a soul who leads me to the good all the time , life would have been a deserted island without that soul and my willingness to adapt to this new place... This place for me is a combo of a small town in kerala and sum local places in NOIDA .. thats what makes Hyderabad truly special.
I have nothing to talk about my college, i would rather forget that part and focus on the big picture i.e., My new life ,Hyderabad and My new found freedom.
I have mentioned about my socializing without prejudices in the begining of this post well my socializing ins't go too well( how can i forget the fact that i more of an introvert than an extrovert) but i like it here.. im HAPPY here.. im at peace with myself here.
My hostel life needs a special mention here.. this is the first time im staying in a hostel.. never before this have i had a chance to see so many girls all together( I'am quite scared to be so with many girls .. that is usually because I'am not much of a gossipmonger so they find it useless to be with me as I'am unable to provide them with latest scoops abt other chicks here) .. i must add i get baffled being with them but now i have found a way out( dont enter hostel before the deadline is that way out) and the amount of skin show that happenes in hostel is beyond imagination. i would any day prefer to witness some skin show by the opposite sex than the same sex but i don't have much of choice so i will have to bear with this free added service of skin display by my hostel mates .. ( i wont give details about it.. my blog should be filterd :) )
SO , in short i like this change ( except when i want to run to delhi and drop muyself in to the braod shoulders of my dad and mom and i feel that every night ) and i learning how to cope with this change.. CHANGE IS GOOD
Life is weired.. it runs aftr you to bite you yet it will throw sum loops in between for you to save yourself if you catch the loop on time you are saved else ........
I found my loop it was not easy but now that i found it i can say it was worth waiting( and that loop is not just my new coll or my new city)
P.s - My photography skills is facing a creative block.. i hope i get over that block and my laziness to take my camera from my bag as soon as possible so that i can toruture your eyes with my pictures .. till then bear with my words.. stay happy( if possible )